wat i thinking?

Actually wat i'm thinking now...
i know i'm very unhappy...
i aso cry many time...
my fren all dun know wat happened to me...
suddenly laugh....
suddenly cry...
i aso dun know...
izzit st john really so important to me meh...?
i dun know...
maybe is....
i juz listen xxx xxxx
say wan
qxix xt xxhn
i cry out...
wat happened to me???
now de me thinking wat...?
angry??!
sad??!
cry??!
laugh??!

i thinking when after i cry then laugh
is wan let ppl know i nothing...
but i can't cantrol my self
suddenly laugh gao gao...
seddenly cry gao gao...
maybe i more presure then crazy...
i dun know...??!
haizz...
unhappy n confuse...

i got many question ask myself..
but i cant get any ans...

i juz know...
now not same wif be4..
T.T